Thursday, December 31, 2015

I Remember Nagasaki poem-warning --sensitive people should not read




I Remember Nagasaki

I was not born
Not even a thought
Not living in Nagasaki
On August 9, 1945

I was not alive
A collection of cosmic dust
I ‘ll never forget
The sun began melting
Jupiter in tears
Twitching stars
On August 1945

When the bomb came
In space since Big Bang
Some 9 billion years ago
Long before
The earth was born
I had been indifferent
As dust or rock
Totally numb
Unaffected by big fires

But this different fire
In a few seconds
Lava of death
Engulfing
Raining blood
Our silent black universe
Becoming
Read orange glow
Chilling decay of stench
Yelps and smells of sorrow

The next five years
Low-grade radiation
Slowly cars men kids decaying
Smokeless fires
Me smelling the bomb
Since August 9, 1945

From Big Bang to Nagasaki
From non-living things to men
Universe is universe
Fires come fires go
Dust becoming men
Men making wars
Wars burning Nagasaki
Men forgetting kids
Universe on fire

Very much living

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Multicolored Chandeliers Falling From Sky

Multicolored Chandeliers Falling From Sky

Hello New Year
Why are you back so soon?
You were here
Just here
A few months ago
Is it me?
My fading memory
My melting mind you love taunting
By  frequent visits
Multicolored chandeliers falling from sky
And the damage I must endure
The wild celebrations in the streets
Festive hogs snakes and turtles dancing
Also  smarter creatures
Elephants dolphins apes and many humans
Wildly chanting in the streets
As if something profound
An earthshaking discovery
Like a good atomic bomb
Discovery of a new planet
Or finding a cure for man-made violence
None of those of course
Except your cruel desire
Your reckless obsession
Showing off  spectacular speed

As I slow down

Monday, December 28, 2015

Next Year I will Journey To The Brittle Fortress poem by dr salerian

Next Year I will Journey To The Brittle Fortress

My resolution
For the new year
The bluest ocean
An expedition
To deep dark waters
This stone thick wall
Separating sentiments
From exterior wall
As if granite rocks
Is a brittle fortress
Made of water and sand

Blue means tender
Dark waters glow
For daring divers
Undressed
No oxygen tanks
Just plain lungs
Diving deep
Descending fast
Ascending slow
Upon alchemy of rewards
Lost underwater museums
Palaces discreet and considerate
Intelligent cautious
Natural drives
Voices crying for milk
Basic stuff
Repressed dampened
Love touch warmth
Circumspect
Safely resting

Far away from crowds

Sunday, December 27, 2015

Is Our National Paradigm true ?comments welcomed

Is Our National Paradigm true ?

   I had several memorable encounters that made me think about our American paradigm. Our national paradigm that we Americans are immune to committing mass crimes against humanity .Our Constitution , free press and excellent judicial and academic institutions make any  cover-up impossible.
   The first was a conversation with a doctor friend about my recent book”JFK: The Magnificent Journey”. My friend was not impressed by my book suggesting that a high level conspiracy involving LBJ, McNamara, Mc George Bundy and a few others were responsible for not only engineering the murder of our 35th president but also launching the Vietnam war on false claims.
    His main point resonated with me. If they were true this would have become public knowledge long time ago.
    The second encounter was similar to the first except this time  the topic was 9/11 and whether it was an inside job.
 I brought up my observations . I had many unanswered questions about the seventh building collapse without getting struck by an airplane, with the news of its collapse being announced by the BBC before it. Furthermore this seemed to be  consistent with engineering insights suggesting that this was a classic controlled demolition. And this fact alone was compelling to argue that 9/11 was an inside job.
   I also brought up the crash of flight 77 into the Pentagon. This didn't seem to be believable because of the obvious lack of visual evidence and the American Pilot Association for 9/11 truth concluding that no plane struck the Pentagon.    This friend was equally unconvinced. His position was almost identical to my doctor friend and the JFK assassination.
“ Interesting thoughts you have but the bottom line is something like this could not happen in America before the press jumping on it” he said. “There are just too many bright people, independent minds and thinkers who would not remain silent”. I yielded.
I registered his message: nothing like this could happen in America.
 My third experience was little more colorful. And also painful.
   It occurred at a bar in Washington DC a few weeks ago.
While dining and watching a hockey game on television this young fellow a government attorney and I got into many discussions about sports, life and politics in the nations capital.
  Time flew by. The game ended with Washington Capitals winning and we were still talking.
  I don't exactly remember how we began talking about the Sandy Hook massacre in Newton Connecticut. I casually mentioned that Prof. James Prof., one of the editors of the controversial and banned book” No one died at Sandy hook” was a close friend of mine whom I respected greatly because of his excellent scientific integrity and intellectual courage to raise important questions about Sentinel events.
   I will spare the details. He labeled my friend Jim a crazy conspiracy theorist and a few other insults. I objected to his language.
    I asked him whether he read the book. The next I know he began yelling how could I even repeat such nonsense about Sandy Hook, to deny THE TRUTH .” Did you watch  television and not  see the grieving parents” he asked.
 I had no chance to respond. Next I found myself on the ground this fellow on top of me punching and kicking me for some 30 seconds before others stopped him. His rage was  striking.
  I will not rule out the influence of alcohol unleashing his anger at me, someone he perceived as either insane or openly offensive to the American paradigm.
   But the more important observation beyond the details of need for anger management was to what degree he was expressing his displeasure and discomfort similarly felt by my good friends .
 The signature trait of all three encounters seemed to be  the sanctity of our American paradigm. If you get close to questioning it, you're entering a combustible zone. Combustible because it is firmly embedded in our minds and souls.
   Even a discussion may unleash negative responses. it is an unspeakable topic.  It becomes a crime to question the paradigm.
   In 150 AD Claudius Ptolemy, a Roman citizen from  Alexandria  Egypt  of Greek heritage, a mathematician and an astronomer proposed that the earth was the center of the universe and the sun, the moon and other planets circled around us. His findings of a mathematical model for the universe published in Almagest became widely accepted as the scientific truth for almost 1500 years until the discoveries by Copernicus and  Kepler.
  It may be important to remember Ptolemy, Copernicus and Kepler when we examine any paradigm. What we may accept as the absolute truth may seem different in the light of new discoveries.
 It seems reasonable to observe that most of us believe and live with the American paradigm.
 We perceive our systems  as not only excellent but also immune to committing mass crimes against humanity in America or on foreign lands.
  Anyone suggesting otherwise would easily be viewed as intellectually or emotionally compromised and possibly be politically motivated to promote an un-American agenda.

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Friday, December 25, 2015

tHE WAR ON DRUGS .HOW IS IT DONE?

 How is it possible for so many thousands of doctors to be silently persecuted?how is it done?

       THE WAR ON DRUGS    
                           

§  Dr. profiling based upon DEA records.
§  Wiretapping and undercover agents in examination rooms.
§   Fake patients with fake medical records to entrap doctors.
§  Passing confidential mass pharmacy data to local medical boards for profiling and targeting doctors.
§   Military raids with excessive and unnecessary use of force by large numbers of armed agents invading homes and offices of physicians .
§  Confiscation of physician assets without due process (Total estimated value: $5 billion in the last 10 years).
§  Refusal to return confiscated assets after dismissal of charge
§   Threats and intimidation of pharmacists and other health professionals to downgrade a physician’s ability to practice medicine.
§  Misinformation campaign: disseminating damaging information about targeted doctors. Stamping medication bottles with “ the physician is under DEA investigation” prior to indictment.
§  Terror and intimidation of patients to coerce them to false testimony. This includes false arrests for routine traffic violations and threats of losing custody of children with trumped up charges.
§  Pressure on banks and landlords to create a hostile environment for doctors practicing pain medicine
§   .Inappropriate use of federal funds (HDTA-high intensity drug trafficking area) to enable local police to track drivers taking controlled substances.  Thus making patients in need of controlled substances easy targets for harassment.

§   Scientifically flawed statistics to mislead the public about phantom epidemics of heroine addiction and overdose deaths from prescription pain medications.